Anybody Have A Map?

Have you been writing those letters to yourself?
"Dear Evan Hansen
This is gonna be a good day and here's why"
I started one.

Those letters are important, honey
They're gonna help you build your confidence!
I guess

Can we try to have an optimistic outlook, huh?
Can we buck up just enough to see the world won't fall apart?
Maybe this year we decide we're not giving up before we've tried
This year we make a new start.

Hey, I know
You can go around and ask the other kids to sign your cast
How 'bout that?
Perfect
I'm proud of you already
Oh...good.

Another stellar conversation for the scrapbook

Another stumble as I'm reaching for the right thing to say
I'm kinda coming up empty
I can't find my way to you

.

Does anybody have a map?
Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?

I don't know if you can tell
But this is me just pretending to know

So where's the map?

I need a clue
'Cause the scary truth is

I'm flyin' blind

I'm making this up as I go

.

It's your senior year, Connor
You are not missing the first day
I already said I'd go tomorrow.

He doesn't listen
Look at him
He's probably high
He's definitely high.

I don't want you going to school high, Connor
Perfect
So then I won't go
Thanks, mom!
Another masterful attempt ends with disaster
Interstate's already jammed.

Pour another cup of coffee

And watch it all crash and burn
Connor finished the milk!

It's a puzzle
It's a maze
I've tried to steer through it a million ways
But each day is another wrong turn
I better head out
If Connor's not ready, I'm leaving without him.

Does anybody have a map? Anybody have a map?
Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?

I don't know if you can tell

But this is me just pretending to know
.

So where's the map?
I need a clue
'Cause the scary truth is


I'm flyin' blind
I'm flyin' blind
I'm flyin' blind
I'm flyin'.

I'm flyin' blind

And I'm making this up as I go
As I go.