Darkness

I can't avoid this deadly pain
My body hurts by all my crimes
I have to break the silence
But it's impossible for me to speak
When I lay down to sleep
I remember these dreams
Why they can't be reality?
I need some pleasure without pain.

The darkness calls my soul, my desires lost in the void
I've found the emptiness and I drowned into my tears
So is the fate of man, his desires bring pain
He can't escape this circle, communion he must find.

I don't recognize myself
I cry without a logical reason
When I'm trying to find new lands
The death doors open for me wide
How far goes the journey?
Disappointed I've reached the end
Is there justice, who decides?
The only answer is total darkness.

Give me riches, I wanna rule
Oh, I'm famous, look at me
You dirty whore, suck me, ah
I'm wise, my spirit is very strong
Will I marry a beautiful rich man?
I want to be the mistress of their minds, a ha!!!