Dissemble

Never show my emotion
and never say what is on my mind
Building a wall of numbness
Alone and so disconnected
Suffocating my own lungs
in the abyss that is my own mind
Well I am not sick
but I am not well
I am just a void
In a worthless life
I can show you hate
and I can show you love
All that you desire in your shallow heart
I can provide with the cost of your own soul
Well I am not sick
but I am not well
I am just a void
In a worthless life
I can show you hate
and I can show you love
All that you desire in your shallow heart
I can provide with the cost of your own soul
As the leaves regenerate all around me
I look into the blue of the sky
Remembering why I am even here
Only to enjoy the beauty of this world
Never show my emotion
and never say what is on my mind
Building a wall of numbness
Alone and so disconnected
Suffocating my own lungs
in the abyss that is my own mind
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
It's the same conversation that I have with everybody
Talk about the politics and weather
but it doesn't even matter to me what you think
and when nothing even sounds amusing
waiting for another person giving their opinion
so I disagree politely when in reality I just want to die
It's the same conversation that I have with everybody
Talk about the politics and weather
but it doesn't even matter to me what you think
and when nothing even sounds amusing
waiting for another person giving their opinion
so I disagree politely when in reality I just want to die
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world