Macula

Though my eyes fight through a haze
Through the blindness of the night
I just might realize what it's like to truly see
To see within my soul, instead of this faulted sight
I don't want to fall below the expectations
of myself and all of those around me
and when the vision has gone into a dark confinement
When the world leaves you alone
Is when one finally sees
It's that same feeling coming with a fucked up premonition
That I missed out on a real one
Giving me depression and another headache
It's a hell of a life, when you take it in stride
I put a mark on my body, and stench on my soul
Dealing with the devil
Cuz I'm on another level of desperation
Though my eyes fight through a haze
Through the blindness of the night
I just might realize what it's like to truly see
To see within my soul, instead of this faulted sight
I don't want to fall below the expectations
of myself and all of those around me
and when the vision has gone into a dark confinement
When the world leaves you alone
Is when you finally see
and when the vision has gone into a dark confinement
When the world leaves you alone
Is when one finally sees
I want to see
It's that same feeling coming with a fucked up premonition
That I missed out on a real one
Giving me depression and another headache
It's a hell of a life, when you take it in stride
I put a mark on my body, and stench on my soul
Dealing with the devil
Cuz I'm on another level of desperation
I want to see
It's that same feeling coming with a fucked up premonition
That I missed out on a real one
Giving me depression and another headache
It's a hell of a life, when you take it in stride
I put a mark on my body, and stench on my soul
Dealing with the devil
Cuz I'm on another level of desperation
blah
I can see my vision fading
I can hear my heartbeat going dull
I can taste my lips stop moving
I can feel my soul is going on
I can see my vision fading
I can hear my heartbeat going dull
I can taste my lips stop moving
I can feel my soul is going on
This hate I have for life
Curses me and my mind
Oh how I wish I could be free
of all my anxiety
This hate I have for life
Curses me and my mind
Oh how I wish I could be free