Fragile Thoughts

Lying in misery's arms, embraced by coldness
Lethargy fills my mind, stiffened lying there
The night covers my body like a fog covers a moor
Nobody is here to see my final suffering.

Wishing to spread my wings and glide away into the black sky
Passing stars and galaxies, never seen and never known
Wish to be the wind blowing through the universe, icy and endless
To be the star you've always adored
Always adored!

To be the moon shining in every gloomy and frozen night
To be the forest standing in the dark full of silence and grief
To be a mountain covered with bloody snow on the top
To be someone else than me.

But these chimeras can never become reality
So I'm still lying in misery´s talonlike arms
Suffocating my lungs, struggling with my life
Death is near and I'm waiting for him to come!

They've fallen apart, my fragile thoughts!