Funeral Of Light

In the dark cold water...
I lost my dream
And i'm sinking to the bottom to the bottom
Fading consciousness
Reflects the transient light
As i slip into illusion
I'm swallowed by a rush of far away dreams.

At that moment,
Beautiful but weak light was born
And i strongly grasped it in my hand
You let me nod and gave me a little courage.

Our way in the dark
That was a destiny we couldn't avoid
We walked our way
In search of the light.

I couldn't save you
Had i know the light was too bright
We'd never have returned to the dark
The day we looked for each other
We chased same thing.

The humiliation
I'm defeated by the fear...
The future closed in a cage...
The days i dreamed to be released
Satan stood at my door
And never forgave me
I met you when i was insecure
And felt peace in you
I thought you're my future.

If i hadn't given you all of my heart
Enough would remain to save you
Writhing at my door
I can't protect this light
Living in me without you.

Our way in the dark
That was a destiny we couldn't avoid
We walked our way
In search of the light.

I couldn't save you
Had i know the light was too bright
We'd never have returned to the dark
Back in the dark cold water
A gap in my memory...

Now holding a baby
To you...