Haitoku no Kioku 〜The Lost Memory〜

セピア色に染まる
sepia iro ni somaru
The scene I've seen before
見覚えのある情景
mioboe no aru koukei
is dyed in sepia
退屈な空 見上げては
taikutsuna sora miagete wa
As I look up into the boring sky,
溜め息混じりの午後
tameiki majiri no gogo
I can't help but sigh again and again on the afternoon
孤独押しつぶされ 狂ってしまいそう
kodoku oshitsubusare kurutte shimaisou
I'd be crushed by loneliness and go crazy
奪われた記憶も 嘘も真実も
ubawareta kioku mo uso mo shinjitsu mo
Even the memory, lies and truths, I was deprived of
思い沈め 残酷に過ぎ去る時間
omoi shizume zankoku ni sugisaru jikan
Sinking my thoughts, time passes cruelly
何故此処に居るのかさえ 知らずに
naze koko ni iru no ka sae shirazu ni
Without even knowing why I'm here now
ただ
tada
Just
感情の無いまま バラバラの心を 溶かしていく
kanjou no nai mama barabara no kokoro o tokashiteiku
Melting the heart broken into pieces without having feelings
思い出せない 大切なモノを
omoidasenai taisetsuna mono o
I can't recall something, someone precious

Remember

汚れた 罪深き愛
kegareta tsumibukaki ai
The impure and sinful love
(汚れた)
(kegareta)
時間がもし戻せるなら
jikan ga moshi modoseru nara
If I could turn back time
(愛を戻せるのなら)
(ai o modoseru no nara)
貴方と過ごした鮮やかな
anata to sugoshita azayakana
I wanted to know the bright season
(過ごした季節)
(sugoshita kisetsu)
季節をもう一度知りたい
kisetsu o mou ichido shiritai
I spent with you once again
(もう一度知りたい)
(mou ichido shiritai)
Remember
教えて 空白のまま
oshiete kuuhaku no mama
Tell me, though it's still blank
(教えて)
(oshiete)
どうして涙はこぼれる？
doushite namida wa koboreru?
Why do tears roll down?
(涙はこぼれる？)
(namida wa koboreru?)
時を駆け巡り あの場所へ
toki o kakemeguri ano basho e
Rushing through time, to the place
(時 駆け巡り)
(toki kakemeguri)
抜けない痛みの理由はどこに？
nukenai itami no wake wa doko ni?
Where is the reason for the pain I can't get rid of?
(抜けない痛みの理由は…)
(nukenai itami no wake wa…)

濡れた髪をほどき
nureta kami o hodoki
After untying the wet hair
交わした口痕の後
kawashita kuchizuke no ato
And exchanging kisses
残酷に無口な 貴方の
zankoku ni mukuchi na anata no
You were cruelly silent
瞳の奥に
hitomi no oku ni
By the depths of your eyes
ここから救ってと 永遠を約束した
koko kara sukutte to eien o yakusoku shita
I promised eternity to save you out of here
毒に飲み込まれ 夢遊病のように
doku ni nomikomare muyuubyou no youni
Taken in by poison as if to be noctambulos
鮮やかすぎて見えない 貴方の横顔
azayaka sugite mienai anata no yokogao
Your profile was too bright to see
眩しく照らされる
mabushiku terasareru
The light dazzlingly shining
光は幻
hikari wa maboroshi is an illusion

Remember

汚れた 罪深き愛
kegareta tsumibukaki ai
The impure and sinful love
時間がもし戻せるなら
jikan ga moshi modoseru nara
If I could turn back time
貴方と過ごした鮮やかな
anata to sugoshita azayaka na
I wanted to know the bright season
季節をもう一度知りたい
kisetsu o mou ichido shiritai
I spent with you once again
Remember
教えて 空白のまま
oshiete kuuhaku no mama
Tell me, though it's still blank
(教えて)
(oshiete)
どうして涙はこぼれる？
doushite namida wa koboreru?
Why do tears roll down?
(涙はこぼれる？)
(namida wa koboreru?)
時を駆け巡り あの場所へ
toki o kakemeguri ano basho e
Rushing through time, to the place
(時 駆け巡り)
(toki kakemeguri)
抜けない痛みの理由はどこに？
nukenai itami no wake wa doko ni?
Where is the reason for the pain I can't get rid of?
(抜けない痛みの理由は…)
(nukenai itami no wake wa…)

何度でも 貴方の名前呼ぶから
nando demo anata no namae yobu kara
I'll call your name over and over again
思い出して欲しくて 声 枯れても
omoideshite hoshikute koe karetemo
As I want you to recall it even if my voice gets hoarse

Remember

取り戻した記憶の
torimodoshita kioku no
Pieces of the memory
(記憶の破片)
(haitoku no kioku)
破片が胸を締め付けて
hahen ga mune o shimetsukete
I took back wring my heart
(胸 締め付けて)
(mune shimetsukete)
君が去った答えを知る度
kimi ga satta kotae o shiru tabi
Even if every time the answer shows the reason why you left
(君が去った)
(kimi ga satta)
愚かな自分を殺めても
orokana jibun o ayametemo
I kill myself for my foolishness
(自分を殺めても)
(jibun o ayamete mo)

Remember

繋がった絆の糸
tsunagatta kizuna no ito
Wishing the threads of the linked tie
(絆の糸が)
(kizuna no ito ga)
いつか結ばれるようにと
itsuka musubareru you ni to
To be tied someday
(いつかきっと)
(itsuka kitto)
繰り返し祈りを捧げるよ
kurikaeshi inori o sasageru yo
I'll offer my prayers over and over again
(愛捧げるよ)
(ai sasageru yo)
例えこれが過ちだと知っても…
tatoe kore ga ayamachi da to shitte mo…
Even if I know it would be a sin…
(これが過ちと知って True)
(kore ga ayamachi da to shitte True)

Remember

闇に 堕ちてく
yami ni ochiteku
Falling into darkness

Remember