Haki Sou Da (吐きそうだ)

Ikiru imi to wa nanda neoki ippai no kouhii kurai no mon ka
Sore tomo yoidore no senya ichiya teiu ka futsuka yoide mou hakisou da
Atarashii ie ni hikko shita to wa iitemo nishibi to wa imada yuujin da
Anshin to wa endooi kurashi no sanaka de docchi tsukazu no musouka
Omoidasu keshiki oboro ni shirokuro shashin mitai na ano hibi
Nandomo boku wa boku wo koroshi chimamire no boku imada zaijuu kokoro ni
Yoru mado ni fui ni utsuru soitsu wa sanagara bourei ka urameshisou na me da
« itsu demo kocchi ni modotte kina yo » fumitosomaru no wa itsu datte girigiri da
Jibun no kachikan wo jibun de iimakashi soitsu wo mata hitei suru kotobaasobi
Tatemae wo ichimai zutsu hagaseba atama no naka sukkari iya na yatsu
Sorya sou da isshimatowanu ningen wa somosomo kemono tosa hodo kawanarai
Tsumari hannin wa boku jishin na no da ‘teiu no wa mou nandome no ochi da?

Ikiru imi to wa nanda neoki ippai no kouhii kurai no mon ka
Sore tomo yoidore no senya ichiya teiu ka futsuka yoide mou hakisou da.

Tatta isshun no tatta hitotsubu no hirameki ga jinsei wo kaeru
Demo sore wo kamisama mitai ni agameru no wa chigau to omoun'da
Guchoku na jizonshin ga genjitsu ni hizamazuita kuchi wo tsuku uramibushi tashika ni yoku kireta na
Hirameki ni wa ima mo kansha suru ga taida no iiwake ni nari eta no mo shikari da
Baka ni shita yatsu mikaeshitai dake ja medachitagarya kuukyo na yukaihan
Ue ka shita ka dekisouiau sono saki ni bokura ikiteru munashisa wo hajite
Gunshuu no ishi no heikin no shitajiki ni natteiru no mo douse ningen da
Sore nara jibun ga ichiban kawaiin'da to itte misero yo kono kemono domo ga.

Ikiru imi to wa nanda neoki ippai no kouhii kurai no mon ka
Sore tomo yoidore no senya ichiya teiu ka futsuka yoide mou hakisou da.

Futou wo nozomu sabireta ganpeki shiokaze ni sabitsuite iku inochi
To yobu no mo tamerau you na kurashi burasage « sore demo » to imada no tamai*
Jozai nado naku iki basho mo naku kusuburu tamashii sura moteamasu
« koukai wa nai » to iu koukai wo hikizuri omoi ashi wo arukaseru
Guchi wa kobosu na yoane wo haku na subarashii ningen ni narou to omou na
Gaman suru beki da mi wo kona ni shite michi ni mayottemo modori wa suru na
Yasashiku are girigataku on wa kaese kari wa tsukuru na
Mushou no ai da mushou no ai ka? Kore koso ego ka? Nante iya na yatsu da.

Ikiru imi to wa nanda neoki ippai no kouhii kurai no mon ka
Sore tomo yoidore no senya ichiya teiu ka futsuka yoide mou hakisou da.