Hitosama Arerugii

痛み 痛み 痛み
途切れなくて
ズキリ
ズキリ
あれも
これも
どれも
見られなくて
ぐにゃり ぐにゃり
歪んでく

itami itami itami
togirenakute
zukiri
zukiri
are mo
kore mo
dore mo
mirarenakute
gunyari gunyari
yugandeku

My pains, my pains, my pains,
they're coming
nonstop—stinging pains,
prickling pains.
I can't see
anything—
neither this,
nor that.
Everything is distorted
into a wobbly blob.

誰も 誰も 誰も
信じれなくて
ひとりよがり
ここに
そこに
どこに でもある ような
悲劇
どろり 溢れて

daremo daremo daremo
shinjirenakute
hitoriyogari
koko ni
soko ni
doko ni demo aru youna
higeki
dorori afurete

No one, no one, no one,
I can trust no one—my ideas are
the only things that matter.
Everywhere
I look,
there's a plethora of tragedies
of the type one may find here,
there, anywhere.

ヒト 怖くて
閉じこもって
うわべ だけ での
ユウジョウ なら
僕には いらない
ナナイ
ナイ。

hito kowakute
tojikomotte
uwabe dake de no
yuujou nara
boku ni wa irananai
nanai
nai.

Frightened of people,
I withdrew into myself.
If it's such a superficial
friendship,
then I have no need for it,
no need,
nuh-uh.

真っ赤な 嘘で
笑われ
裏切られ
胸にじっとり滲んだ
痛みが 取れなくて
真っ赤に 腫れた
心
擦り切れたって
今日も
ひとつ
ふたつ
傷つくって しまうんだ

makkana uso de
waraware
uragirare
mune ni jittori nijinda
itami ga torenakute
makka ni hareta
kokoro
surikiretatte
kyou mo
hitotsu
futatsu
kizutsukutte shimaun da

Ridiculed and betrayed
by such obvious lies,
I don't know how to
stop these pains that've
soaked so deep into my heart.
Even if my painfully swollen
heart
were to wear down to almost nothing,
it'll still continue
to get hurt like always,
with a fresh wound
here and there.

誰も 誰も 誰も
縋れなくて
涙
ぽろり
ここに
そこに
どこに でも あるような
理想
思想
求めて

daremo daremo daremo
sugarenakute
namida
porori
koko ni
soko ni
doko ni demo aru youna
risou
shisou
motomete

No one, no one, no one, there's no one
I can cling on to.
My tears
are rolling down my cheeks
as I desperately
search for
the kind of ideals
and ideas one
may find here,
there, anywhere.

ヒト嫌いで
けど ホントは
弱いだけの 僕自身が
何よりも 嫌い
キライ
ライ。

hito kirai de
kedo honto wa
yowai dake no boku jishin ga
nani yori mo kirai
kirai
rai.

I hate people,
but in truth,
the one I hate the most
is my own self, and my weakness. I hate it,
hate it,
hate it.

真っ赤な 嘘で
心
縛り付けて
胸に べったり 滲んだ
痛みが 取れなくて
真っ赤に 爛れた
心
きつく 閉じて
誰か 僕に 上手な
生き方
教えてよ

makkana uso de
kokoro
shibaritsukete
mune ni bettari nijinda
itami ga torenakute
makka ni tadareta
kokoro
kitsuku tojite
dareka boku ni jouzuna
ikikata
oshiete yo

My heart's been tied up
within this web
of such obvious lies,
I don't know how to stop these pains
that've stuck so fast to it.
So I've locked up my painfully inflamed
heart,
as tightly as I could.
Would someone please show me
an easy way
to live?

首の わっかに 縋って
目を つむって 逃げたくて
タスケテ
のサインも
置き去りに まどろんで

kubi no wakka ni sugatte
me o tsumutte nigetakute
tasukete
no sain mo
okizari ni madoronde

Clinging to this loop around my neck,
I closed my eyes. I just want to run away.
But my SOS sign
has fallen asleep
in some forgotten corner.

真っ赤な 嘘が
こわくて
くるしくて
ここに ぽっかり開いた
傷口 かきむしって
真っ赤に 染まった
心
きつく 閉じて
どうか 僕に 上手な
●に方
教えてよ

makkana uso ga
kowakute
kurushikute
koko ni pokkari aita
kizuguchi kakimushitte
makka ni somatta
kokoro
kitsuku tojite
douka boku ni jouzuna
shinikata
oshiete yo

Those obvious lies give me
so much fear,
so much pain.
I can't stop scratching
at these gaping wounds.
So I've locked up my painfully
red heart,
as tightly as I could.
Please, show me
an easy way
to die.

痛みが 消せなくて

itami ga kesenakute

I can't make my pains go away.