Home In Despair

Again the sky has fallen down on me
Once more a world has crumbled down and over me.

And yet in some twisted way
I enjoy my misery
And in some strange way
I have grown together with my agony.

I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
And I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
And I feel home anywhere human lives are going down the drain.

For as long as I remember life has been hard
I guess they have "misery" written somewhere in my stars.

For I have mourned for so damn long
That i've forgotten what it was for
Everything has gone so wrong
That I really couldn't think of anything more.

I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
And I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
And I feel home anywhere human lives are flowing down the drain.

I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief
And I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
And I feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain.

Yet I know the worst is still to come.