I Hate Myself

홀로 반짝이고 있는 밤하늘 저 별이
Hollo banjjagigo inneun bamhaneul jeo byeori
오늘은 유난히도 서글퍼 보여요
Oneureun yunanhido seogeulpeo boyeoyo.

그대 떠난단 말 믿을 수 없어요
Geudae tteonandan mal mideul su eobseoyo
날 영원히 사랑한단 그 단꿈에 젖은
Nal yeongwonhi saranghandan geu dankkume jeojeun.

*내 눈에 흐르는 눈물에 어리는
*nae nune heureuneun nunmure eorineun
서운한 이맘을 그댄 알까요
Seounhan imameul geudaen alkkayo
애가 타는 마음 전하지 못한 채
Aega taneun maeum jeonhaji motan chae
눈물만 흘리는 내가 미워요
Nunmulman heullineun naega miwoyo
내가 미워요
Naega miwoyo.

따스했던 말도 다정한 눈빛도
Ttaseuhaetdeon maldo dajeonghan nunbitto
또렷이 기억해요 눈부신 그 미소도
Ttoryeosi gieokhaeyo nunbusin geu misodo.

정말 떠나나요 내가 미워졌나요
Jeongmal tteonanayo naega miwojyeonnayo
영원히 함께하잔 그 설렘에 젖은
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajan geu seolleme jeojeun
*REPEAT

그대 나를 떠난다면 떠난다면
Geudae nareul tteonandamyeon tteonandamyeon
나 홀로 살 수 없어 견딜 수 없어
Na hollo sal su eobseo gyeondil su eobseo
제발 그 마음을 돌려요
Jebal geu maeumeul dollyeoyo.

떠나는 그대를 환하게 웃으며
Tteonaneun geudaereul hwanhage useumyeo
보내지 못하는 내가 미워요
Bonaeji motaneun naega miwoyo.

다시 돌아와요. 저 날이 밝기 전에
Dasi dorawayo. Jeo nari barkgi jeone
예전처럼 또 나를 사랑해줘요
Yejeoncheoreom tto nareul saranghaejwoyo.

*REPEAT

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[English Translation:]

The star that's twinkling by itself in the night sky
It looks especially more sad today.

I can't believe that you are leaving
I was drenched in the sweet dream of you loving me forever.

* The tears gathering and flowing in my eye
This sad heart – do you know?
I couldn't tell you my burning heart
And I'm only shedding tears – for that, I hate myself
I hate myself.

Your warm words, your affectionate eyes
I clearly remember them, even your dazzling smile.

Are you really leaving? Do you not like me anymore?
I was drenched in the fluttering of you being with me forever.

* Repeat

If you leave me, if you leave me
I can't live by myself, I can't take it
Please turn your heart around.

I hate myself for not brightly smiling at you, who is leaving
And letting you go like that.

Come back to me before the day grows bright
Love me like you did before.

* Repeat