I Hate Myself, I Want To Party

[Verse 1]
Who knows when you'll call me
I'm not gon' meet you at the bar again
I hate myself, I want to party
And pretend that I'm a star again

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, in my mind I'm ridin' around
In the backseat drinking a soda
And my friends know anything goes
And I'm a good girl, I'm playing with trouble
But I hate myself, I want to party
And pretend that I'm a part of something

[Chorus]
But instead, baby, I watch TV, fuck my girl, check my phone
Play PS5, change my shirt and drink alone
Baby, and only I can bring me down
And keep me stuck at home
Keep me stuck at home

[Verse 2]
I thought I couldn't make a song now
But I think I'm gonna ride again
I had a year to let my body
And figure out its parts again

[Pre-Chorus]
But in my mind I'm ridin' around
In the backseat drinking a soda
And my friends know anything goes
And I'm a good girl, I'm playing with trouble
But I hate myself, I want to party
Pretend that I'm a part of something

[Chorus]
But instead, I watch TV, fuck my girl, check my phone
Play PS5, change my shirt and drink alone
Baby, and only I can bring me down
And only I can bring me down
And only I can bring me down
And keep me stuck at home
And keep me stuck at home
Keep me stuck at home
And keep me stuck at home

[Bridge]
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
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I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take a ride back
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
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I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take a ride back
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
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I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take a ride back

[Outro]
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that, uh