Kisetsu wa Tsugitsugi Shindeiku

The voices cry, as seasons die, the leaves fade to dust
And one by one, they turn to run, so who can you trust?
He pours just another glass
And breathes in his empty past
Above the moon is waning as I cave in to lust.

And weighing down, beneath a frown, the rain cries its tears
Treading mud, heated blood, I'm drunk off their fears
He wanders through every street
A blank gaze filled with deceit
Fabricating innocence with a conscience kept clear.

Barely there, empty stares, as if a shadow in the night
Hesistant on what is right, questioning if this is life
Crying loud, into the rain
As my soul drowns in the pain
Praying one day the clouds will break
Shifting forth my withered fate.

Here we meet once again
My yesterday damaged, time won't ever mend
Clutching to memories
Days where I still believed
Now all I do is break down deep inside
And fighting back the urge to die.

Flowers growing anew
Returning each season, through hardships they bloom
Grief I try hard to hide
Pain eating me alive
Trapped in a nightmare that just never ends
Wish the sun would shine again.

And one by one, they turn to run, but why race so fast?
Tomorrow comes as I'm growing numb, and soon it's the past
That will to keep living on, I'm empty, the fire's gone
So why do I keep going by, I so constantly ask.

Who are you, who am I?
Differences I can see defined
Standing high on towers tall
Still your hate can make them fall
Crying loud, to all around
A prayer masked by a horrid sound
The agony left in my hands
A dream you'll never understand.

Here we meet once again
My yesterday damaged, time won't ever mend
Clutching to memories
Days where I still believed
Now all I do is break down deep inside
And fighting back the urge to die.

Flowers growing anew
Returning each season, through hardships they bloom
Grief I try hard to hide
Pain eating me alive
Trapped in a nightmare that just never ends
Wish the sun would shine again.

Walking weighed down from the pain
I drag along, the guilty chains
Frowning as the sunlight fades
Shackled by the sins I've made.

Don't know, just where to go
I've always been out on my own
Staring at the path ahead
My apprehension laced with dread.

Faintly, surging with new clarity
Starting slow with timid strides
Sudden warmth within my mind.

Lives discarded anyway
Picking up the torn remains
Left behind so long ago
Maybe now I know.

Here we meet once again
Our yesterday fading, so goodbye my friend
Clutching to memories
Reliving long lost dreams
Although breathing in this life is always hard
Looking back I've come so far.

Flowers falling away
Descending and gleaming, reborn once they fade
Grief I try hard to hide
Still I am here, alive
Hearing that song that just plays on again
Shining bright the sun ascends.

And one by one, with the sun, the seasons bring life.