Lotus Pain

澄み渡る夜 時を辿り
On this clear night, tracing the time passing
瞬く光は命の灯
The flickering light is the flame of life

もしも二人が重なるなら…
If the two of us can be together
虚しく螺旋を描いた
Creating this spiral with no purpose

霞む記憶に ユメをみては
Dreaming of the fading memories
不確かな僕らが揺れる
Our uncertain selves are wavering

心を焦がす 君のこえ
Your voice that burns my heart
約束だけが棘を増す
Just the promise makes these thorns grow
美しく咲く花の姿に
Into the form of beautifully blooming flowers

君が壊れてゆく
You are breaking
僕が壊れてゆく
I am breaking

遥か昔に聞いたような
懐かしい声に目を覚ます
A nostalgic voice like the one I've heard long ago wakes me up

眩暈の中に浮かぶ君は
Your image that comes to the surface in my dizziness
静寂を鮮やかに破った
Skilfully destroyed the silence

同じ世界に堕ちていくけど
Though we were both falling into the same world
願った日々には逢えずに
We never saw the day that we were wishing for

心を解かす 安らぎを
This peace that melts my heart
求め続けて傷つけた
I continued to search for it and got hurt
ただ咲き誇る花の涙に
By the tears of the flower in full-bloom

君が離れていく
You are leaving me
僕を遠ざけていく
You are going far away from me

導く星を無くしたまま
どこへ辿り着くだろう
Having lost our guiding start, I wonder where we are heading to
互いの影に囚われていく
We are being captured by each other's shadows
終わることなく
Without an end

心を焦がす 君のこえ
Your voice that burns my heart
約束だけが棘を増す
Just the promise makes these thorns grow
美しく咲く花の姿は
Into the form of beautifully blooming flowers

今もまるで…
Even now…

気高く揺れる 君の花
Your flower that is swaying elegantly
時に儚く 僕を待つ
Is waiting for me in this fleeting time
繰り返していく哀しみの果て
At the end of this sadness that keep repeating

僕は壊れていく
I'm breaking
君を壊していく
I'm breaking you

眠りによせた そのこたえ
The answer that I reached in my sleep…