Magirashiteiru (紛らしている)

Konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
Oroka na yumemisou de
Terebi wo tsukete magirashite iru.

Chotto ika shiteru kare to
Deatte shimatta koto de
Midareta peesu ga
Watashi rashikunai.

Rain suru to ka shinai to ka
Jk mitai na dekigoto
Bakabakashii hodo tanoshii no wa
Sabishikatta kara.

Risei no taga wa
Hazushichaeba ii no ni
Aite no kimochi kangaesugiteru
Kanjouteki ni naru tte
Ikenai no ka na.

Kitto hontou wa kotae wa dete iru no darou
Sou ima sugu setsuna no ai demo hoshiinda yo
Konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
Oroka na yumemisou de
Terebi wo tsukete magirashite iru.

Tatta san, yonkai no
Kaiwa wo kawashita dake de
Katte ni koi da to
Omoikonderu.

Nan no hoshou mo nai koto
Jibun de wakatte iru kedo
Hirihiri suru hodo suriringu de
Oborete shimatta.

Jiyuu no daishou
Takaku tsuku kamo nante ne
Kizutsukikata mo souzou dekirushi
Sono deguchi mo mieru wa
Keikenjou de.

Datte itsumo no watashi no renai pataan
Hora koushite aa shite saigo wa kou narunda
Dakara ima iji wo hatte iru dake
Mabuta wa mou ochisou
Aragai nagara magirashite iru.

Kitto hontou wa kotae wa dete iru no darou
Sou ima sugu setsuna no ai demo hoshiinda yo
Konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
Oroka na yumemisou de
Terebi wo tsukete magirashite iru.

Magirasu mono wa watashi no honnou ka?
Magirasu mono wa watashi no okubyou sa ka?