Magirashiteiru (紛らしている)

Konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
Oroka na yumemisou de
Terebi wo tsukete magirashiteiru.

Chotto ika shiteru kare to
Deatte shimatta koto de
Midareta peesu ga
Watashi rashikunai.

Rain suru toka shinai toka
JK mitai na dekigoto
Bakabakashii hodo tanoshii no wa
Samishikatta kara.

Risei no taga wa
Hazushichaeba ii no ni
Aite no kimochi kangae sugiteru
Kanjouteki ni naru tte
Ikenai no kana.

Kitto hontou wa kotae wa deteiru no darou
Sou imasugu setsuna no ai demo hoshiinda yo
Konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
Oroka na yumemisou de
Terebi wo tsukete magirashiteiru.

Tatta san, yonkai no
Kaiwa wo kawashita dake de
Katte ni koi da to
Omoi konderu.

Nan no hoshou mo nai koto
Jibun de wakatteiru kedo
Hirihiri suru hodo suriringu de
Oborete shimatta.

Jiyuu no daishou
Takaku tsuku kamo nante ne
Kizutsukikata mo souzou dekiru shi
Sono deguchi mo mieru wa
Keikenjou de.

Datte itsumo no watashi no renai pataan
Hora koushite aa shite saigo wa kou narunda
Dakara ima iji wo hatteiru dake
Mabuta wa mou ochisou
Aragai nagara magirashiteiru.

Kitto hontou wa kotae wa deteiru no darou
Sou imasugu setsuna no ai demo hoshiinda yo
Konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
Oroka na yumemisou de
Terebi wo tsukete magirashiteiru.

Magirasu mono wa watashi no honnou ka?
Magirasu mono wa watashi no okubyousa ka?