Oceans & Engines

Saturday sunset
We're lying on my bed with five hours to go
Fingers entwined and so were our minds cryin' I don't want you to go
You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo
You said Baby don't cry we'll be fine you're the one thing
I swear I can't outgrow
My mother said the younger me was a Pretending prodigy
Well nothing then much has changed
Cause while you're wolfing down liquor my soul it gets sicker
But I'm stickin' to the screenplay gotta say I'm okay
But answer this babe
How is it now that somehow you're a stranger
You were mine just yesterday
I prayed the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane's way
But heaven denied destiny decried
Something beautiful died too soon
But I'm letting go
I'm givin' up the ghost
But don't get me wrong
I'll always love you that's why
I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye
I know I'll be alright
Someday I'll be fine
But just not tonight
Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirées
But even with gin and surfin' adrenaline
I see you're all that can intoxicate
Oceans and engines you're skilled at infringin' on great love affairs
'Cause now my heart's home
All I've known is long gone and 10 thousand miles away
And I'm not okay
But I'm letting go
I'm givin' up the ghost
But don't get me wrong
I'll always love you and that's why
I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright
But just not
Tonight was the first time
I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago
And the first time I learned real world superpowers
Lived in three words and could revitalize my fraying bones
What do you do when your pillar crumbled down
You've lost all solid ground
Both dreams and demons drowned
And this void's all you've found and doubts light it aglow
I have so many questions
But I'm pouring them into the ocean and I'm starting up my engine
And I'm letting go
I'm givin' up your ghost
It's come to a close
I marked the end with this last song I wrote
I'm letting go
This is the last falsetto
I'll ever sing to you my great
Lost love