Omoide ga Jama wo Suru

Tonari de waratteru sore dake ja dame mitai
Urumu kaze no you ni furete mitai no ni

Kioku no mori kara nukedasenai omoitachi
Kawaranai kyori wo egaite yuku dake ne

Michite wa kakeru mujun ni torawareta mirai
Uchinukanakya

Kimi no koto wo omou tabi ni
Omoide ga jama wo suru
Dare mo shiranai watashi wo sotto
Todoketai no ni

Futashika na mono wa doushite mabushii ndarou
Kotae wa yoki naku kawatte shimau kara

Umareta kitai ni kokoro wa furuete ugokenai
Dou shitai no

Toikakete mo toikakete mo
Tadoritsukenai omoi
Tada soko ni wa kimi no egao tooku yureteru
Fuiuchi mitai sono yasashisa
Itai no ni hoshiku naru
Sunao ja nai watashi no koto
Uketomete hoshii ienai mama…

Kimi no koto wo omou tabi ni
Omoide ga jama wo suru
Dare mo shiranai watashi wo itsuka
Todoketai kara
Sunao ni natte ai ni yuku yo

Translation

You're laughing next to me, but it looks like that's not enough.
I want to try touching you like the misty wind.

My feelings can't escape from the forest of memories.
I just want to paint in the space of distance that doesn't change.

My future was imprisoned by the inconsistency that comes and goes.
I need to shoot it down.

Whenever I think about you,
My memories get in the way.
I want to softly show you the side of me
That nobody knows.

I wonder why the uncertain things are so bright.
The answers change unexpectedly.

My heart shakes under the hopes that were born, and it can't move.
What do I want to do?

Even if I ask, even if I ask,
My feelings won't arrive.
Your smiling face is swaying in the distance just over there.
That kindness is like a surprise attack.
It's painful, but I want it.
I'm not honest about myself,
But I want you to accept me. I just can't say it…

Whenever I think about you,
My memories get in the way,
I want to show you someday the side of me
That nobody knows,
So I'll become honest and go out to meet you.