Purpose

[Verse 1: JCO]
Growing up, I had it all confused
The grand scheme of things was all jumbled news
Had a circle round me of a certain few
Not the people always fighting over certain views.

I refuse to back down, I will not lose
Music is my life, that's shit I had to choose
Something I had to do, not looking back at you
I'm looking forward to the memories imma make in the future.

At first I was unsure if this was the right path
Thought it was an outlet to escape to when I'm mad
Seeing all these people making music on iPads
And now I'm fully certain what I've got ain't a sight gag.

It's all in the letters
This song of my words
I used to love coming home
And going straight into work.

But now I don't come home
Because I don't even leave
I made my job disappear
With a trick up my sleeve.

Man, it was all I could do
To keep my head above water
And get myself up out that place
Working for hourly dollars.

I want that salary pay
Fuck off with hourly wage
I'd rather earn my fucking paycheck
With the album I made.

Imma be my own boss
That's a promise to God
See me heave an old loss
Least I'm honest with y'all.

Simply leave when I want
I work on my own clock
Every line is tight
Like I was writing with Botox.

[Chorus: JCO]
At least I have a purpose
At least I have a purpose
At least I know I'm worth it
That my talent isn't worthless.

At least I have a purpose
At least I have a purpose
I'm not like every other person
I'm certain I'm burning verses.

[Verse 2: Stewie]
I don't burn verses
I'm here to burn churches
With sermons, like turbins
I've earned this, so.

Give me all the virgins of rap
When I murder the track.

Got bombs like 'Nam
Like nah, I'm like God-like
God, like why am I like this?
Might just light this nitrous.

I just do what I see
I could puke on a beat
Make it smooth, high-key
Man, this dude got kick like I do Tai-Chi.

Like who? Like me
Like Stew, like please
Like I just relapsed
I need peace.

Like I need silence
Violence, silence
I'm thy pilot
Fight it.

I relied on those who ride on
Trends I'd die on, chicks I'd die on
Friends I'd die on, kins I'd die on
Now my top 5 filled with dylons.

I'm in the place that I needed to be
When the demons are seeking me deep in my sheets
And my heat is depleted, I feel out of reach
And I feel out of touch 'till I key up a beat.

Then I eat it, defeat it and scatter it's guts
And it's rinse and repeat 'till I'm up on a bus
And I'm up in your city and looking at titties
While I'm on a stage with J and it's litty.

[Chorus: Stewie]
At least I got a purpose
I think I got a purpose
I hope I got a purpose
Cause everybody got a purpose.

So what is my purpose?
Is my purpose these verses?
Then what is their purpose?
I know I gotta purpose.

[Verse 3: JCO]
Man, I knew that I was meant for this shit
Right off of the desk in the hospital room, felt 100%.

Sure about the possibility of anything and everything that could've, would've, should've happened
But I'm done with it, bitch.

I learned it the hard way
That I was fucking killing shit
So put me on Broadway
Like holy shit, how ill is this?

I'm pretty fucking dope
I've been learning as a lyricist
A little love and hope
Takes me further as the realest in.

The game I'm dominating, contemplating on my next move
Lyrically persuading, and Tom Brady has my best proof
Hey, I'm just crazy, make me wanna inhale a chest full
Chill it on the hating, debating who disrespectful.

I don't fuck with fake shit
All these rappers make-shift
Everybody wanna get up on their hate shit
I hate it, so face it, J is the greatest kid who can make hits.

Moved up from the basement
Lately, I'm making shit that I am super happy with while everyone's flaking.

No one cares about my music more than I do
Did this shit instead of fucking high school
Whatchu know about it?

Tryna rap as a white dude
Put the tap up in my shoes
Really rightful, spiteful, I know when the night falls
I might die before the night that I lose.

[Chorus: JCO]
At least I have a purpose
At least I have a purpose
At least I know I'm worth it
That my talent isn't worthless.

At least I have a purpose
At least I have a purpose
I'm not like every other person
I'm certain I'm burning verses.