Rebirth

Shizuka na yoru wa daikirai fuan ga sawaide nemurenaku naru
Naite shimaeba raku dakedo naitemo douse mata nodo ga kawaku

Honto wa ne ima demo furue ga tomaranain da
Nanika ga kowarete shimaisou
“Daijoubu da yo" toka kantan ni iwanaide kure
Boku wa sonna ni tsuyokunai

Tojikometa kotoba toka omoi ga mune no naka de
Risei wo furihodoite mata abaredashitan da
Dakara wakatteru tte! Sonna kowai me de niramitsukeru na yo
Onegai sukoshi dake hitori ni shitete

Daisuki na koto ga shitakunai ashita ga kowakute shinitaku naru
Nigete shimeba raku dakedo nigetemo kuyashisa de mata shinitaku naru

Tanoshiku mo nai no ni tanoshii furi wo shite itan da
Nan no tame? Dare no tame ni?
Tsugi wa dou sureba ii? Mata waraeba ii no kana?
Wakaranai kotae ga mitsukaranai

Hibiwareta mama takai basho e ato mou sukoshi nan da
Na no ni aitsu ga itsumo jama bakari shite kite
Konna ni mo tsutaetai koto ga aru no ni umaku tsutaekirenai yo
Konna ni chikaku de sakende iru no ni

Mou raku ni naritakute demo akirametakunakute
Jibun ni mata toikakete mita
“Mou muri...arukenai” nandomo kujikenagara
Soredemo aruite kitan darou?

Tojikometa kotoba toka omoi ga mune no naka de
Risei wo furihodoite mata abaredashitan da
Dakara wakatteru tte! Sonna kowai me de niramitsukeru na yo
Onegai sukoshi dake hitori ni shitete
Konna ni mo tsutaetai koto ga aru no ni umaku tsutaekirenai yo
Konna ni chikaku de sakende iru no ni

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I hate quiet nights, my anxiety flares up and I can't sleep
If I cried it out I'd feel better, but crying just makes me thirsty

The truth is, see, even now I can't stop shaking
I feel like something's about to break
Don't just say “It's OK”
I'm not that strong

In my heart, the words and feelings I'd locked away
Have shaken off reason and begun to run riot again
I get it, already! Don't glare at me with such a scary expression
Please, just leave me alone for a little while

I don't want to do the things I love, I'm so afraid of tomorrow I want to die
If I ran away I'd feel better, but if I run away I'll just want to die of shame

I pretend to be enjoying myself even though I'm not
What for? Who am I doing it for?
What should I do next? Should I smile again?
I don't know, I can't find the answer

Shattered, I move to a high place, I'm almost there
But she always keeps getting in the way
There's something I want so much to tell her, but I can't say it well
Even though I'm screaming so close to her

I just want to feel better now, but I don't want to give up
I asked myself again
I keep losing heart, thinking “I can't go any further...I can't walk anymore”
But I've still managed to keep walking, right?

In my heart, the words and feelings I'd locked away
Have shaken off reason and begun to run riot again
I get it, already! Don't glare at me with such a scary expression
Please, just leave me alone for a little while
There's something I want so much to tell her, but I can't say it well
Even though I'm screaming so close to her