Saying Goodbye

It's a flatline
On the faultline
But does the fault lie
Within everyone.

When you left us
Did you find Grace
It has not found me
Here now alone.

And now that I know
That you're at peace
At rest
Now there's nothing left
And I'm restless.

So I'm saying goodbye
For one last time
It's a chapter that was never finished
An epilogue
Never started.

I'm finding anger instead
I'm loathing all the hatred
I'm going back to the start
I'm going back to the start.

Why is this not what they said it would be
Why do I feel so incomplete.

So I've said my goodbye
For the final time
The book is closed
Empty pages burned
It's the ending.

Not Yet.

I'll seek out my vengeance
On He who had neglected
I'll cast every sail
Just to drown every man.

For I am rejected
For I am abandoned
For I am corrupted
For I am all our hatred.

No more
No more.

And as the sun sets
I look forward to seeing it rise
Even without you
By our side
There's no need for goodbyes
We'll create a world for you to come back to
Where we can all
React without regret.