To Deterrence

I've spent my life in bleakness
In this dungeon of light
Why do you say i'm speechless
I just consider your crimes.

I sow the seed of my descendants
They are sinless until they avoid their remembrance
It's seductive to outdo someone you love
Just like it is to exploit him
I sit down to observe a strange phenomenon
I sit down to observe the world as it feeds the mendacity of improvement
I won't scorn you.

Another day goes by.

There is one obstacle which holds me back
My awareness afflicts me your conscience is trapped
I can deal with this reproach that i was wrong
You demonized my secrecies for too long.

I am born anew.

Decidedly it's generic
The dotard reports about his achievements
His disciples are around him they listen to his myths.

Within this time
The morality dies
They honor those
Who deserve no compassion.

It's an awkward feeling
When tremors stay unheeded
So our home remains unscathed.

Contrary to your integrity
Nothing is special nothing is rational.

It is homicide in our sanctuary
Nothing casual nothing usual
Will you turn to me
Will you revive me
You play redeemer of a new era of atrophy
Even in my deathbed i smell your contempt
I breach the accord watch out for the martyr
Who i never was.

I turn to you
I won't revive you
When will you perceive
No therapy is as anodyne as death.