Useful Idiot

*Whispering*
Shadows, shedding skin
I've been picking
Scabs again.
Im down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Figuring out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own confused and
Insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in
I wanna feel the changes coming down
I wanna know what i've been hiding.

In my shadow
My shadow
Change is coming through my shadow
My shadow's
Shedding skin
I've been picking my scabs again.

*whispering*

I been crawlin on my belly
Clearin out what could have been
Iv been wallowing in my own chaotic
Insecure delusions
I wana feel the change consume me
Feel the outside turning in
I wana feel the metamorphosis
And cleansing ive endured within
My shadow
My shadow
Change is comin
Now is my time.

Listen to my muscle memory
Contemplate what i been clingin to
46 and 2 ahead of me.

I choose to live and to grow
Take and give and to move
Learn to love and to cry
Kill and die and to be
Paranoid and to lie
Hate and fear and to do
What it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to lie
Kill and give and to die
Learn to love and to do
What it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing
Strechin up and over me
Soften this old armor
Hopin i can clear the way by
Steppin through my shadow
Comin out the other side
Step into the shadow
46 and 2 are just ahead of me.