Winter

My one desire is to be alone
Disappointment, all I’ve ever known
A cynic vacuum of shortsightedness
Insulting those who have helped me grow.

No offense of mine, atonable
For standard punishment is not enough
Thus, my time has come to disappear
Repressive winter is where I rebuff.

Nyctophobic isolation
I cast myself into brutal winter
Ridding loved ones of my burden
A countervailing obligation!

Thanatophobic self-sentence
Lost in this blizzard of repentance
My time has come to perish in consuming winter
Lifeless essence evermore
Limp and numb down to my core
My time has come to perish in consuming winter.

Reproachful of my life, celebrate my death, brethren
I am disposed of
Lifeless evermore, numbed down to the core, cold postmortem
I am disposed of
Entombed in this frost, peeving existence is the only cost
I am disposed of
The time has begun for others to progress without me.

No offense of mine, atonable
For standard punishment is not enough
Thus, my time has come to disappear
Repressive winter is where I rebuff.

Thanatophobic self-sentence
Lost in this blizzard of repentance
My time has come to perish in consuming winter
Lifeless essence evermore
Limp and numb down to my core
My time has come to perish in consuming winter.