Zankyou wa Nariyamazu

zankyou wa nariyamazu mune ni nokoru
kioku ni sugaru koto dake
umaku natte shimatta

hikari furu heion ni sasowarete
mado kara mieru
itsumo no ushiro sugata wo sagashita

wakatteru…

aenaku naru wake demo nakute
kimi ga kieteshimau koto mo nai
kakko to chigau koto wa hitotsu
"kotae" ga shiraseta mienai kabe

※
zankyou wa nariyamazu mune ni nokoru
moto no katachi ga kietemo
kanashimi wa kiemasen

kireidatta kitai mo nigotteita
ano doa wa[1] akenakereba
shirazu ni irareta no ni…

gikochinai aratana futari no kyori
nani wo hanaseba ii kamo
wakaranakunaru nante ne…

wakatteru…

mou mukashi no futari de wa nai
mushiro "futari" to iu hyougen mo
watashi no naka de umidashita
motomoto kokkeina esoragoto

koukai wa koudou no akashi to iu
keredo minoranu nara… sou
imi ga nai sore ga koi

utsukushiku chiritai yo
Kakko warui yo
hitori de susurinaku hibi
zankyou ni majiru dake

saa nanimo ienai kanjou
Ienu dokoroka mashiteiku kara[2]
mou ichido dake dame deshou ka?
kono kimochi wa meiwaku deshou ka?

kikenai yo…

※ Kurikaeshi

ikigai datta kimi ga koko ni inai
kono doa wo akenakereba
shirazu ni irareta no ni…

hitori de susurinaku hibi
zankyou ni majiru dake