Shadow (シャドウ)

Kekkyoku ima made atashi o uragitte kita no wa atashi

Hijou ga tsukisasaru oka de　kono me wa sameta dake
Orokasa ni shibararenai you ni　haiagatta tsumori de ite

Kono tsume wa kirei na mama

Mitasu no　mitasu no　jibun o mitasu no
“sou suru koto de te ga hanasenai” to　seiippai waratte misete

Morosa o abaku no　karada ga wareru you na
Shunkan o matsu no　matsu no
Matsu no

Dareka no nanika ga todome o sasu no o matteiru atashi

“sonna mono ja kikanai” to hohoendeiru keredo
Igokochi no warusa ni yotte　umaku tatenaide iru no

Koko ga doko datte onaji　sore ga atashi nara onaji

Mitasu no　mitasu no　fuan o mitasu no
“kowakute ashita sae chigiresou” to　seiippai waratte misete

Itami ni mo naranai hodo no akumu demo
Atashi wa ryouude o hirogete　hirogete
Chanto

Mitasu no　mitasu no　jibun o mitasu no
“sou suru koto de te ga hanasenai” to　seiippai waratte misete

Morosa o abaku no　karada ga wareru you na
Shunkan o matsu no　matsu no
Matsu no

[translation]
I am, after all, the one who's been betraying my own self up until now

On the hill where cold-heartedness sticks into me, my eyes merely woke up
I'd intended to climb up it to keep from being bound by stupidity

With these clean nails

I'll satisfy, i'll satisfy, i'll satisfy myself
With “in doing so, i can't let go of your hands,” i smile at you with all my might
I'll wait, i'll wait for that moment
Where my body will seem to be splitting apart, fragility exposed
I'll wait

I am waiting for something from someone to stick the finishing blow to me

With “things like that won't work” although i'm smiling
Getting drunk off the badness of comfort, i can't stand up properly

All the same no matter where i am, all the same if this is me

I'll satisfy, i'll satisfy, i'll satisfy my anxiety
With “seems even a scary tomorrow could be torn to pieces,” i smile at you with all my might
Even in a nightmare that cannot even pain me
I'll spread, spread out both arms
Just right

I'll satisfy, i'll satisfy, i'll satisfy myself
With “in doing so, i can't let go of your hands,” i smile at you with all my might
I'll wait, i'll wait for that moment
Where my body will seem to be splitting apart, fragility exposed
I'll wait