Spider Thread Monopoly

堕ちた世界の終焉で 絶間ない赤を抱く
贖罪を掻き分けて 白蓮の意思は阡年回廊

ochita sekai no shuuen de taemanai aka wo daku
shokuzai wo kakiwakete shirahasu no ishi wa sen'nen kairou

In the demise of the fallen world, I embrace the continuous redness
Pushing one's way into atonement; This role of the white lotus' is a thousand-year corridor

忽然､視界の中心で 揺れる感情と裏腹に
真直ぐな銀色線は 只､掌で囁いて居た

kotsuzen, shikai no chuushin de yureru kanjou to urahara ni
massugu na ginshokusen wa tada, tenohira de sasayaiteita

Suddenly in the center of my field of vision, with trembling emotions, on the opposite side
a straight silver thread only whispers to my hand's palm

「…きっと其んな意図なんだ。」
蜘蛛を掴む様なモノガタリ

"…kitto son'na ito nanda."
kumo wo tsukamu youna MONOGATARI

“…It must have been designed like that.”
That is, the STORY that seems to be about capturing the spider.

貴方が何様なんだとしても 救いの亡い莫迦だったとしても
千断れそうな愛の様な"賽"を 手繰り寄せたんだ

anata ga nanisama nanda to shite mo sukui no nai baka datta to shite mo
chigiresou na ai no youna "sai" wo taguriyoseta nda

Whoever you are, even if you are a helpless idiot,
I rolled a “die” akin to love that was about to be torn into a thousand pieces

其の糸が地獄に照り返る "赤色"なんだと気付いて居ても
―僕は其れに縋る事しか 出来なかった訳ですから。

sono ito ga jigoku ni terikaeru "akairo" nanda to kizuiteitemo
—boku wa sore ni sugaru koto shika dekinakatta wake desu kara.

Even if I realized that the thread was “the red color” that shone lustrously in hell
I could only cling onto it.

堕ちた世界の中心で 絶え間ない夢掴む
ふと底を見下ろす 幾千の四肢が縋っていた

ochita sekai no chuushin de taemanai yume tsukamu
futo soko wo miorosu ikusen no shishi ga sugatteita

In the center of the fallen world, I seized the endless dream
When I looked into the bottom, thousands of limbs were clinging onto it

どれだけ伝って来たのか？ どれだけ足掻いて来たのか？
咽び泣くは血の池の様 蠢き喚くは罪人模様

doredake tsutattekita no ka? doredake agaitekita no ka?
musebinaku wa chinoike no you ugomekinaku wa tsumibito moyou

How far did they manage to climb up?
How much did they struggle?
They sobbed blood so much it could fill a pond
The ones who crawled and screamed seemed to be sinners

手を差し伸べた訳じゃ亡いのだろう 貴方は僕が足掻く様を見て
嘲笑っておられたのだろう？ かつて僕が"そうした"様に

te wo sashinobeta wakejanai no darou anata wa boku ga agakusama wo mite
azawaratte orareta no darou? katsube boku ga "soushite" youni

It was not as if I reached my hand out
You looked at me as if I was struggling
-and you ridiculed at me, right?
Just like how I “did so” in the past

「…其れでも愛していたんだ。」
蜘蛛を掴む様なモノガタリ

"…sorede mo aishiteitanda."
kumo wo tsukamu youna MONOGATARI

“Even so, I loved you.”
The STORY about capturing the spider

貴方が神様なんだとしても "救い"と云う釈迦だったとしても
千断れそうな愛の様な"賽"に しがみついたんだ

anata ga kamisama nanda to shite mo "sukui" to iu shaka datta to shite mo
chigiresou na ai no youna "sai" ni shigami tsuiteta nda

Even if you are a god,
even if you are the Buddha who promise for “salvation,”
I clang onto the “die” akin to love that was about to be torn into a thousand pieces

其の糸が地獄に照り返る "赤色"なんだと気付いて居ても
―僕は其れに縋る事しか 出来無かった訳なんだ

sono ito ga jigoku ni terikaeru "akairo" nanda to kizuiteitemo
—boku wa sore ni sugaru koto shika dekinakatta wake nanda

Even if I realized that the thread was “the red color” that shone lustrously in hell
I could only cling onto it.

貴方が何様なんだとしても 救いの亡い莫迦だったとしても
千断れそうな賽の様な“愛”を 求めてしまったんだ

anata ga nanisama nanda to shite mo sukui no nai baka datta to shite mo
chigiresou na sai no youna "ai" wo motometeshimatta nda

Whoever you are,
even if you are a helpless idiot,
I had already collected ”love” akin to a die that was about to be torn into a thousand pieces

『この糸は己の意図だ！』と 叫んで断れた雲の異図､ああ
―僕は其れに縋る事さえ 出来無かった訳ですから。

"kono ito wa ore no ito da!" to sakende kireta kumo no ito, aa
—boku wa sore ni sugaru koto sae dekinakatta wakedesu kara

I shouted, “This thread is my aim!”
To the cloud(spider)'s treasonable intent (thread) that I rejected, ah
I could do nothing but to cling onto it