For My Dear...

Ichiban ni iitai kotoba dake ienakute
Kono uta o utatte iru no ka mo shirenai.

Yume ni mita shiawase wa
Tsukamu made ga ichi ban ii
Te ni irete shimaeba kondo wa
Ushinau kowasa osou kara.

Da kara tte warikireru kurai
Ningen tte kantan demo nai.

Dare mo ga kizu wo motte
Iru kara toki ni yasashisa ga
Shimite kite totemo itaku tte
Naki dashisou ni nattari suru.

Samishisa ga jibun o tsukurou
Hitori kiri naritakunai kara
Watashi ni wa anata ga iru kara
Heiki to omotte nemuri ni tsukitai.

Itsu no hi ka iitai kotoba dake iesou de
Uta o utaitsudsukete iku no ka mo shiranai.

Ichi ban ni kikitai kotoba dake kikenakute
Hito o suki ni nattari suru no ka mo shirenai.

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Maybe i'm singing this song because
I can't say the words i want to say the most.

The happiness i've dreamed of
Is best before it's realized because
If i finally achieve it, i'll be attacked
By my fear of losing it.

So people aren't simple enough
To satisfy me.

Everyone has their wounds
But sometimes kindness
Soaks in. It hurts a lot
So much that they being to cry.

I'm healed by my loneliness
I don't want to be alone
I have you, so
I want to sleep peacefully.

Maybe because someday i'll be able to say
The words i want to, i sing on and on.

Maybe i've come to like this person because
I can't hear the words i want to hear the most.