Greed For Illusion

A deep feeling of emptiness within me
A sad wind of nothingness takes my breath
Am I nothing but a carcass filled with void?

I need to feed this demon of lust
Jealousy and hate are driving me mad
I don't want to be left behind, alone
Please let me enter your nest of luxury.

Sadness and fear, a gruesome agony
Despair and frustration in my restless mind.

For I am the center of everything
There is no way to get out of myself
For I am the center of everything.

Let me live amongst piles of corpses
The more I have the more I need
Longing for the illusion of plenitude
Deep in me I know it will last forever.

Give me more
Never enough
My appetite
Never satisfied.

I need to feed this demon of lust
Jealousy and hate are driving me mad
I don't want to be left behind, alone
Please let me enter your nest of luxury.