Trauma

Kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
Kinou yowakatta jibun to ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to
Anata nara dare ni misete'ru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii.

Jikan nante mono wa totemo toki toshite zankoku de
Demo sono zankokusa yue ni ima ga tsukurarete.

Hito o motome yamanai no wa isshun no kaihou ga
Yagate otozureru kyoufu ni katte iru kara.

Ashimoto de yurete iru hana ni sae kidzukanai mama de
Toori sugite kita watashi wa kagami ni mukaenaku natte iru.

Kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
Kinou iyasareta kizu to kyou fukaku hiraita kizu o
Anata nara dare ni misete'ru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii.

Ataerareta jibun dake no shouki to kyouki ga atte
Sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni sonzai suru nara.

Muda na mono afurete shimatta mono yakudatanai mono mo
Mayowazu ni erabu yo sou watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni ne.

Shiawase no kijun wa itsu mo jibun no monosashi de kimete kita kara.

Kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
Kinou iyasareta kizu ga kyou hirakidashita to shite mo
Anata nara dare ni misereru watashi nara ano hito ni misetai.

Translation

Today's happy face, today's sad face
Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should i show it to?

Time is sometimes a cruel thing
But the present is made by that cruelty.

Unceasingly searching for someone, an instant of release
Soon triumphs over the visiting fear.

As i don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet
I can't even look at myself in the mirror.

Today's happy face, today's sad face
Yesterday's healed wounds and today's deeply opened wounds
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should i show it to?

The sanity and insanity that i was given and are mine only
Both exist together without negating the other.

Futile things, spilled things, and useless things
I'll choose with confidence, so i am of myself.

Because i have always defined happiness with my own standards.

Today's happy face, today's sad face
Even if yesterday's healed wounds have opened today
If it's you, who can you show it to? If it's me, i want to show it to that person.