錯乱 (Sakuran)

目を凝らして 過去に縋る me o korashite kako ni sugaru Straining my eyes, I cling to the past.
作り話 嘘を護る tsukuribanashi uso o mamoru I protect a lie, a made-up story.
変わり果てた 声は痛々しくて kawarihateta koe wa itaitashikute That voice has completely changed- it's painful to hear
聴いてらんないな kiiterannai na and I can't stand to listen anymore.

耳すまして 音を探す mimi sumashite oto o sagasu I strain my ears and search for a sound.
うなされては 敵を呪う unasarete wa teki o norou I have nightmares, and curse my enemies.
作らされた言葉 よそに捧げて tsukurasareta kotoba yoso ni sasagete Offer the words you were forced to construct to someone else.

見つからないわけだ 元からゼロ mitsukaranai wake da moto kara zero No conclusion can be reached, it's been at zero from the start.
おとぎ話 聞き入る夜 otogibanashi kikiiru yoru I get lost listening to fairy-tales at night.
夢の中の静けさ 追いかけていたい yume no naka no shizukesa oikakete itai I want to pursue the calm within a dream.

訪れかけた今日の日よ otozurekaketa kyou no hi yo Today's sun that began to visit me,
どうかまだ消えないで douka mada kienaide please don't disappear yet.

繋がった未来を引き剥がす tsunagatta mirai o hikihagasu I tear off the linked together future.
角張った愛を譲り合う kakubatta ai o yuzuriau We compromise on this rigid love.
立ち止まった時間に怖気づく tachidomatta jikan ni ojikezuku I was seized with fear when time stood still
夜明けを嘆いても 今日は始まるから yoake o nageite mo kyou wa hajimaru kara because, no matter how much I rue the dawn, this day will begin too.

ぬるくなったジュースみたい nuruku natta juusu mitai It's like juice that became lukewarm.
味気ないな 嫌に温い ajikenai na iya ni nukui It's tasteless, terribly dull.
いつの間にか 陽にあたってよどんでいく itsu no ma ni ka hi ni atatte yodonde iku Before I know it, I warm myself in the sun, stagnating.

いつかの賑やかさ 遠い記憶 itsuka no nigiyakasa tooi kioku Someday's liveliness is a distant memory.
笑えないな 慄く夜 waraenai na ononoku yoru I just can't laugh, I tremble in the night
疲れ果てた身体 引きずりながら tsukarehateta karada hikizuri nagara while I drag this exhausted body.

訪れかけた今日の日よ otozurekaketa kyou no hi yo Today's sun that began to visit me,
どうか置いてかないで douka oitekanaide please don't leave me behind.

あざといメロディーを口ずさむ azatoi merodii o kuchizusamu I hum a cunning melody.
冷え切った死体に瓜二つ hiekitta shitai ni uri futatsu I'm akin to a cold, dead body.
有り余った不快感蹴っ飛ばして ariamatta fukaikan kettobashite Kick that excessive discomfort away.
「手に負えません」て笑って、笑って、 "te ni oemasen" te waratte, waratte, "I can't take it," I said laughing, laughing.

繋がった未来を引き剥がす tsunagatta mirai o hikihagasu I tear off the linked together future.
角張った愛を譲り合う kakubatta ai o yuzuriau We compromise on this rigid love.
立ち止まった時間に怖気づく tachidomatta jikan ni ojikezuku I was seized with fear when time stood still
夜明けを嘆いても 今日は始まるから yoake o nageite mo kyou wa hajimaru kara because, no matter how much I rue the dawn, this day will begin too.