Seppaku no Tsuki

Kimi ga inakunatta ano toki

Aratamete ki ga tsuitanda

Itaru toko ni baramakareta

Futari no nuke kara

Nanimo kawatte nai heya dakedo

Nanika ga kawatta ki ga suru

Itsuka no you ni waraeru you ni

Ganbatte wa iru kedo...

Yowasa wo misetaku nakute

Muda ni tsuyogaru

Kono boku wa kimi no me ni

Donna fuu ni utsutta no?

*Sora ni ukabu seppaku no tsuki

Miageru tabi ni omou

Aishita dake mune ga itamu

Pokkari to ana ga hiraita mitai

**Sayounara to iwareru yori mo

Iu hou ga kitto tsurai

Moshi ano toki kiridasetara

Kono itami raku ni natte ita ka na.

Kimi to issho ni ita ano goro

Tokidoki, ai wo kyuukutsu dato

Kono karada no dokoka sumi de

Kanji furuete ita

Otoko nante nasake nai ne

Koi ga owaru tabi

Nuke kara ni yori sotte

Ikite ikushika nainda

Nijinde yuku seppaku no tsuki

Tsuyoi kitakaze no naka de...

Yosou gai no ketsumatsu demo

Kimi toita hibi wa wasure nai yo

Dareka ni totte wa

Kudaranai mono demo boku ni totte wa

Yuzuru koto mo dekinai hodo

Taisetsu na futari no nuke kara

*Repeat

**Repeat

Kimi ga inakunatte hajimete

Shiawase no imi wo shitta.

Translation

Back when you weren't around
I realized it anew
Our cast off skins were
Scattered all over the place.

I never change anything in my room
But I feel like something has changed
I'm giving it my best so that
I can laugh just like I did back then, but.

I don't want to show my weakness
I pretend to be strong, uselessly
How did I look to you
In your eyes?

When I look up to the snow-white moon
That floats in the sky, I think
That my heart aches only from having loved
It's like it opened up a gaping hole in me.

The way in which you say goodbye is definitely
More painful than actually saying goodbye
If I had talked about back then
I wonder if I would have felt better about this pain?

Back when I was with you
Sometimes, love was too constrained
In some corner of my body
I felt that way, and would shiver.

Men are pitiful, aren't they?
When love is over
Huddling up to your cast off skin
All I can do is live my life.

The blurry snow-white moon
Within the strong northern wind...
Though it's an unexpected ending
I won't forget the days that I was with you.

For someone else
It's just a stupid little thing, but to me
Our cast off skins are precious things
That I couldn't give up.

When I look up to the snow-white moon
That floats in the sky, I think
That my heart aches only from having loved
It's like it opened up a gaping hole in me.

The way in which you say goodbye is definitely
More painful than actually saying goodbye
If I had talked about back then
I wonder if I would have felt better about this pain?

When you weren't around, I knew
The meaning of happiness, for the first time.