Out of control

Hitori kiri nai te i ta
Iku ate mo nai mama
Wakara zu ni nai te i ta
Nani ga kanashii no kamo.

Ano koro wa nake te i ta ne
Namida nagase te i ta ne
Kono koro ja nake nai yo
Naki kata o wasure ta yo.

Waratte mo waratte mo kokoro
Mitasare nai ki ga shi te shimatteru yo
Warae ba warau hodo ni mune ga
Shimetsukerare te iku no wa naze na n daro u.

Namida mo de nai kurai ni mujō ni kodoku ga boku o
Shihai suru yoru wa kimi ni shika ai taku nai n da yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame na n da yo
Nante ka tte sonna no riyū nante nai yo.

Hi wa noborikure te iku
Hitasura kurikaeshi
Sono naka ni ikutsu no
Monogatari kōsa suru.

Kono hiroi chikyū no kanata de
Hitotsu no inochi ga ushinawareru koro
Dare ka no inochi wa hajimatte
Dare ka wa subete o owarase te iru n daro u.

Iki te iku ttena n daro u ganbatte ttena n daro u
Waka n nakunatte mō kimi ni shika ai taku nai n da yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame na n da yo
Konya dake de ii kara boku no hito de i te yo.

Namida mo de nai kurai ni mujō ni kodoku ga boku o
Shihai suru yoru wa kimi ni shika ai taku nai n da yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame na n da yo
Nante ka tte sonna no riyū nante nai yo.

Iki te iku ttena n daro u ganbatte ttena n daro u
Waka n nakunatte mō kimi ni shika ai taku nai n da yo
Kimi dake ni shika kimi ja nakya dame na n da yo
Konya dake de ii kara boku no hito de i te yo.

Uso de ii kara unazui te yo.

Translation

I cried all alone
Having nowhere to turn
I cried without even knowing
Why I was sad.

I was still able to cry back then
I let the tears flow
I can't cry anymore nowadays
I've forgotten how.

I smile and smile
But I feel my heart feels empty
I wonder why the more I smile
The more my heart aches.

The nights when loneliness overpowers me mercilessly
To the point I can't even cry anymore
You're the only one I want to see
It has to be you and no one else
I could ask why, but there's no reason.

The sun rises and sets
How many stories
Cross each other
Inside this endless loop?

Somewhere in this vast world
As one life is lost
Someone's life begins
And someone lets everything end.

I wonder what “living” is, I wonder what “holding on” is
When everything stops making sense
You're the only one I want to see
It has to be you and no one else
Just tonight is enough, be mine.

The nights when loneliness overpowers me mercilessly
To the point I can't even cry anymore
You're the only one I want to see
It has to be you and no one else
I could ask why, but there's no reason.

I wonder what “living” is, I wonder what “holding on” is
When everything stops making sense
You're the only one I want to see
It has to be you and no one else
Just tonight is enough, be mine.

Please nod, I don't mind if it's a lie.